前言
背景
- 学业路径里的无力感
- 家庭关系里的持续消耗
- 对自我价值的反复怀疑
转折点
- 停止无效比较
- 缩小时间尺度
- 承认不可控
我现在的原则
- 先活好当下,再谈远期叙事
- 在可承受范围内做选择,而不是追求“标准答案”
- 把幸福感和稳定感放在“体面比较”前面
your browser is blocking javascript. fair. the modern web is mostly tracking and noise, and "no by default" is a reasonable response.
but this site, regrettably, needs js for the things that make it itself. the starfield in the background. posts fading in. the letterbox where strangers leave anonymous notes. without it, you're staring at a black void with no stars and no text. which, sure, is on-brand for the place, but probably not what you came for.
nothing here sells anything. there's one analytics ping you can block at the network level and the site still works fine. that's the whole story.
i'm not going to argue you out of your settings. your tab, your rules. if you'd like to read what i wrote, turn js on for py233.net and refresh. otherwise, close it. no hard feelings either way.
py
dark reader is great in general. it lets the rest of the internet, built by people who insisted on white backgrounds in 2026, be tolerable at 2am. respect.
but this corner is already, deliberately, pitch black. it has been from the first commit. there is no light mode to defend against here. the stars in the background are supposed to be there. the muted greens and purples in the callouts were picked one at a time.
dark reader is currently layering its own filter on top of mine, which means you're not reading what i wrote. you're reading dark reader's reinterpretation of it. the colors are off, the contrast is off, the photos look wrong. double dark just goes muddy.
not a real problem in the grand scheme. just ruins the one small thing i care about, which is how this place is supposed to feel.
if you can spare 10 seconds: open the dark reader popup, find "site list", add py233.net to ignored, then refresh. you'll see what i made.
if not, close the tab. no hard feelings.
py